Preface

Introduction

Chapter 1: I want a good friend to whom I could lay open every tug of my soul

Chapter 2: What really is this abominable thing called love?

Chapter 3: I wrote a poem to you

Chapter 4: Over a beautiful picture, one can become poetry

Chapter 5: You must overcome (destroy) yourself

Chapter 6: What were the fantasms that occupied the child?

Chapter 7: I violently resisted the interpretation of Siegfried as a real child

Chapter 8: I sat there with Siegfried and worked

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